Thursday, November 17, 2005 @ 9:04 AM
Lifeless Life
Haix..... just abit sad & still sad... sry guys haf not been updating my blog since then... its boring i knoe.... haix... im really tired liao.... haix... so0 many things happen lei... haix... but i still will trust in the Lord to see mii thru...its very very hard...... very very hard.. to be a human....
Firstly,i've tred to reach to my friend.. but somehow its seems real hard... maybe its was hard... as u knoe religion this thingy...haix... hope she will come to knoe the Lord so0n.....haix... but her character.. i do not knoe ba.. maybe its really true sometimes i would be cold towards her... haix... and my the other friend... somehow disappointed wif her.... haix... i dunno in tis life y must ppl be so0 weird la......argh!!!! so0 vexed and upset...
Secondly... its really hard.. im afraid.. just afraid of sths... but i shall not sae ba.... haix......really.. not love not anything.. its just some stuff im really afraid.. and haf been olwax afraid of it....haix....as u can see la.. mii im not a very happi ppl.. haha sometimes i really wonder if i were metally got problem.. under some depression.. but wun express out la...haha really go crazy and siao...i hope i could lose all my memories la.. haix.... its always things tat press mii to go crazy..
its many many problem.... now need to go back school almost everydae..... stupid.. no holidaes liao i think until lyk dec then haf la haix... the school ish really mad.. just mad for all tis la... haix... but hor hope their bill gos higher.. waste more money and make ther toilets choke... BEST! haha but its tiring... beri tiring and im the one who is doing the drawing.. but nvm.. its my work up there.. haha...im really so tired liao....haix
i think haix...... i am so0 restless lifeless senseless and useless...... and anything la... so0 many ppl hate mii... haha its their problem liao.. well its hard to make ppl to be pls wif mii... haix... i rather pls my god la... haix.... its just lyk nth makes mii wan to press on everydae la... haix... i just live for GOD then... hahaX thru enough... iz just a light shine in the darkness in my life la...
dunno... haha sound so depressing hor.... but its true la... im so rocky now... very shaky...very shaky la... haix... fell lyk cryig out very very loud lei.. haha but i not cry baby...:D hahax.. let mii say all out la... now i feel much better...haha... k la.. i update till here... long lei.. kk bye... update tml kk:) Bye buAi(^^^)(^^^)
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