Sunday, January 15, 2006 @ 6:02 AM
HaIx.....
hello0... sry for not blogging such a long time...becoz my blog got errors in it.. well nows okie... and i can blog again yayy!!!! hahaX... i really have lotx of things to sae... but i will make it short i thing ur will shut off after awhile.. hahaX coz my story can be that long winded...btw todae was a tiring want for mii.. going to other places and then wad ask ppl for donation.. which i really hate doing that althou its for charity.... after this nkf thingy.. who will want to donate... but some ppl are still generous... one aunty came to miii suddenly.. while we were standing at the pathway and guess what she donated a $10 without considering... i was lyk.. "WOW" i would nv donate such big note... seriously... it was money that can last mii for bout 2 daes.. haIx and i came to knoe that 2 person have been lying to mii... one is nv really treated mii as friends??? i dunno... one is my so called close friend... haix...wahat eva izzit... i forgiven them... just wun be that trusting anymore... now so bz...... argh.... haix... wad to do... alot of thigs happening... well todae im really happy to talk to reg... among my classmates i really have the most sufferings .. be it in sch , church, family or wadeva... haix.. maybe my life is really terrible.... everydae without fail i will... be " hai....." but i knoe... it dosent matters whether whos suffering is most la... of coz.. but i really feel sad bout my self... haix.. last time.. now sometimes... haix... really... tired u koe... i am giving up alot of things... should i or not.. im not sure... but i think after n 'level ' then will see bout it... its just too tired... do u knoe how it fees lyk.. i feel so lousy when im in sch... but im happie at least i got a true friend whom is with mii... althou my friends always lie to mii which i haf no idea why must they..."IT VERY CHILDISH" but wad can i do.... i do not want to tell them or reprimand them.. neither be angry over such small thingy.... but its not once but... alot of tiimes... this is wad u calll "FRIENDSHIP"???? really i dun find that in sch u can find any friends that can be trusted... but for miii.. at least i've found 1.. actually is 2 but... now... different le bahx...anyways... i would just stay normal... treating it as nothing has ever happen.. i just dun wan to get so upset over it... losing friends.... i dun wan... i dun wanto hurt them... but thei dun understand it la... y always want to hurt mii... maybe becoz i haf snatch away their firends??? every body is putting on differnet masks... i dunno which is which... which i gave my trust and in the end they treated mii in this manner... yea... seriously... u treat ppl good... ppl tends to treat u the other way round or so....haix... but i will forgive them.. anyway... coz they are the friends that i've choosen.... seriously... its matter on them la... whether they treated mii as friend.... i've had enough.... im tired bout such things... i wept over it... but nothing have change... whats the point? things dont work in ur way.... but u just got to accept it whether u liky it or not... anyway... real "THANKS" to Regina.. for being there for mii always... aniway its getting long... i will end ere... hahaX take care everybody!!!!! see ya...