Wednesday, February 08, 2006 @ 10:28 AM
ARGH!!!
we lost again... haix... im talking about badminton... it was such a sad thing for not even wining sth.. at least sth.. but nvm.. i accept GOD'S WILL .. it was tough then .. i was clumsy.. maybe to0 nervous.. but nvm.. its alrite.. everything is over now.. badminton will become a history after i pass out.. todae was a very bad dae... thanks to the first recess ppl.. now we got to assemble after recess to line up and go back to class... haix.. so ma fan.. troublesome.. but anyway this school is driven us nuts NUTS.. i advice ur.. dun ever step into WESTWOOD SEC SCH .. although the surface of our school may look good.. but when u got into the school... maybe some will regret maybe not.. but for me is the most regretful thing in my life... haix.. but hat to do.. god has put me there for a purpose bah.. but i really dun see the purpose of going to that school... when everydae.. i face so much problem...and this so is dead mad about discipline.. what punishing us everydae from this year on we have to assemble at the quadrangle under the hot sun.. but nvm la.. got heat troke find her for medical fees only... hahaX.. but i heard frm my frien say that under government rule.. is not allow to do that.. but this school is acting like as if we are from SAP school.. where u can do anything u want... our school is like military school lar... haix.. everydae.. shout here shout there.. crazy want... but no choice.. u sae back them they sae u defian.. wadeva lar har.. they dun even gif us a chance to voice out.. esp when they are teachers they think they are ALWAYS right.. when sometimes THEY ARE NOT... well what to do.. then abit complain.. abit gossip.. make student feel so lousy.. this is what my school does okie... cruel rite.. haix.. i felt that teacher is only older then us what... so what.. doesn't mean they can anyhow used their power against us.. we all are humans.. and what.. we of coz get angry la..then what har.. they only got one university cert what.. haix.. big deal.. a piece of paper only.. which can apply u for job.. and so what if u study so good... ppl who doesn't haf cert oso do well.. and excel in life...its really a sad thing for me being in this sch.. althou there are many benifits that i will get... i dun give it a big damn.. i hope to get out of this tortures school and not to come back for any visitation.. count me out man! i dun want to see the principal that thinks that she can over used her power until like that even though we are naughty.. she thinks that it's we made her did this.. i think she is too free for this... that put all the blame on us...haix.. whateva.. okie i siao qi liao.. beri angry lei.. ar then todae.. the juniors was so what la har.. they say our teacher haven plan.. then sae they cfm in for doubles.. then make mi and reg have to what use the childish way scissors paper stone with seniors sec5.. to see who will get to play... what is this??? we are like seniors to them.. and they treat us as what? im so angry its not fair okie this will be our last year playing liao lei... why cannot let us peacefully play... haix.. sadden.. this kind of team... die the earlier the better... i was so discouraged by their words.. haix.. training like this now oso like this.. training they treat us seniors as their junior la.. har.. calling us to do things.. i can't stand this kind of ppl.. who dun even respect us... but nvm la.. over liao.. IM SO RELAX anyway.. now concentrate on N'LVLS ar... hahax.. i hope i can get good grades.. im much okie now.. not depressed liao... hahaX cox i acknowledge GOD in wadeva i do.. it really when smooth for the dae... after talking to sis charissa i was much better nearly cried.. but i did.. hahax i thank god for sending sis charissa to let mii talk to her about my problems and thrugh her answers and words.. i felt that GOD was speaking to mii thru her.. THANK GOD & SIS CHAR!! okie well... i gtg.. i will update /blog again...:) take care!!! pray for me okie...!!! i need to get back to myself getting abit tired each dae...bye:)
" I WILL GIVE THANKS TO GOD WITH GLORY HONOUR AND PRAISE!! AMEN:)"