Thursday, March 23, 2006 @ 10:04 AM
Arloe...
this week many thinga have happen... but well i didn't really take anything to heart.. even though how much i'm struggling inside.. no one knoes... i just got to calm myself down and continue with my life... seriously.. "I'M SICK OF THE WORLD". i dunno.. i felt like having more peace then being havoc like nobodys business..i feel like quieten down myself... coz too many things happen till i cannot take it... hello i'm also a human.. i oso will be sad and stress wad... haix.. but well i really thank GOD for being there for me whereve and whenever i needed him... he gave me peace he gave me hope.. he gave me strength.. he gave me vision he taught me alot of things which others can't really see... i'm so0 happy.. that HE IS REAL.. i can't deny HE IS A LIVING GOD.. i thank GOD that my church friends is always giving lots of support.. u guys are my true friends... now.. all by myself.. sad hor.. haha No sad... I still have GOD mah.. ur may think im a loner lah.. but in fact im one lah.. but well.. i choose my friends wisely.. so thats y i have no much friends.. well i talk alot about friends... hahax.. sick about it too.. anyway.. GOD gave mii many countless blessing.. which i really am glad... i really need determination now.. to perserver.. i'm weak... very weak.. i dun want to change too.. i just want to sae something pardon mii " Please don't do this to me!!!!!" haix... im quite upset about things.. but thank GOD that i have HIM..which is jesus lah.. my life is not as u think very smooth sailing... this year is quite a depressing year for mii... just pray everything will turn back to what it has used to be... thats all.. im off .. bye !!!