Thursday, March 02, 2006 @ 11:15 AM
DARKNESS Y NOT LIGHT???
Heya.. im back to blog.. sorry ya.. im really busy with stuff that i nv come online nowadays.. well GOD had been GREAT to me... THANK GOD FOR GIVING MII STRENGTH TO PERSEVER... althou some things had happen... im oso quite stupid to let my feelings overpowering mii.. make mii think too much... last week i broke down... i was to0 stress with problems.. i dunno... but i just felt like crying out loud.. but i didn't i cried the whole dae secretly... well.. its a way to make mii feel comfortable... i dunno .. maybe to0 depressed.. or not enough rest.. overwork and exert my self... well.. it change le..I PRAYED... maybe this was a testing.. to mii and i forget to acknowledge GOD because i forget... well.. i WON'T anymore.. I THANK GOD i passed my test... can u imagine.. i scored 12/15 for social studies others oso... well GOD IS MY GUIDE... i did study of coz... every step i make is a step of faith...:)
hm... well.. was rather disappointed this daes... many ppl are backsliding from GOD.. well... maybe not GOD bah... i also backslide before... because of some things ah... hee i kept it to myself.. shall not sae...:D well... darkness... hm.. thanks for telling mii that u love ur church... r u frm city harvest??? i guess maybe im right bah.. most of singaporeans are going to city harvest... and they love it... so do my friends.. in school... well.. i supposed maybe u find it hard because u got many things to carry on ur shoulder.. means stresssed la...most of the people backslide from GOD because they think that if u are a christian.. u will not have freedom... if u are a christian... u have to obey GOD... if u are a christian.. ur friens might walk away from u... if u are a christian.. u think that u are persecuted...and some people may thing that church duties are heavy for ppl to carry on.. u faced many temptation.. u want to break free... u faced many challenges... or maybe u didn't put GOD firt when comes to do things..some people.. parental objection... some people lazy.. some people thinks that they don't feel any love iin church.. there are many possible reasons...
but... feelings are unrealiable ppl... if u not let GOD judge but let u urself judge... u will feel that life is so empty... if in everything u acknowledge GOD he will be ur guide and strength.. well im not a religious freak... I LOVE GOD because HE'S TRUE AND LIVING.. u was once a christian.. u should knoe that HE IS TRUE AND LIVING SPIRIT. well.. GOD doesn't want u to backslide from HIM .. he wants u to draw back to HIM... "Don't let excitement of youth cause you to forget your Creator. Honour Him in your youth before you grow old and no longer enjoy living. It will be too late then to remember him , when the light of the sun and moon and stars is dim to ur old eyes, and there is no silver lining left among the clouds. -Ecclesiastes 12:1-2- the rest of the part u go read in ur bible... im sure u do have one. "So don't get tired of doing what is good.Don't get discouraged and give up, for we will reap and harvestof blessing at the appropriate time" -Galatians 6:9- "Do not throw away this confident trust in the Lord , no matter what happens.Remember the great reward it brings you! Patient endurance is what you need now, so you will continue to do GOD'S will.Then you will received all that He has promised.-hebrews 10:35-36 don't turn away from GOD and seal ur faith in HIM... you can't run away from him... because u know that HE is watching over you... y run... ??? last time i tht to myself.. i felt really bad without GOD.. my life was in a messed.. it did not when well.. i was like one bersek.. even thou i did not show out... dun u think ur life is not in place now?? you can run away now.. u cannot runaway forever... u ask mii when can u ever step bac to church again.... well u can... GO BACK!!! that the key word... why worry... ur brother and sister in christ will be very happy to have you back... will pray for u .. even i dunno who u really are..
sorry ar.. my blog is short but my words are long... i hope u really turn back to GOD and let him take control ur life again.. maybe u dun want to go back to ur old church... haha.. u can come to my church...:) its Galilee Bible-Presbytarian Church at West Coast road there u can take a bus frm jurong east interchange.. 51 or 143.. hm u can come to my youth group.. its saturday 3.30pm 3rd level.. my church is not like chc.. it's kinda serious in worshiping GOD... if you want you can come... :) well.. draw back to GOD... HE is the one who can gives u peace... and not destruction... DON'T LOVE THE WORLDLY THINGS... IT WILL PASSED AWAY... THANKS for tagging mii... i knoe u wan to get back to GOD.. U WILL IF U MAKE THE EFFORT:) JESUS WILL NOT FAIL YOU.. HE WILL NEVER FORSAKE YOU TOO... :) hope to see ya heex... Bye:)