Friday, March 31, 2006 @ 11:00 AM
Heylo0..
It's been a long time since i blog ya... hm.. well no mood to blog.. or should i sae lazy to blog at times... this week has been a very tiring week for mii to go through... got many awards rehersals and is like up to 3hrs per rehersal .. so0 tired.. my school is crazy to0... to0 bad i really hate that school... just can't wait to be out of this school... 1 more yr 1 more yr.. thats it... I'm FREE!!!! this school is a so0 called woodbridge military school... and guess wad ytd full dress rehersal.. we make a joke out of it... eg. when we take the pupils loyalty pledge towards the SC's.. after the last sentence will end with"end of plegde" haha we have to echo wad has been said and we oso echo back the last part "end of pledge" hahaha... the DMs were all angry about us being making a mockery out of it... WHO CARE'S!!! is like really lor... they torture us.. they give us stressed... everydae under the HOT sun... as u knoe this yr the weather hasn't been good... and wad.. ytd rehersal.. the bull dog[DM] thats what i call him... we are under such a damn hot sun... and he crack lame jokes with us... extending the time.. it's like mad la... can if i were to suffer frm anything.. i will put the blame on the school.. i dun care... aren't they concern for our health...??? haha... all CRAP!!! not i want to complain... but i'm sick and tired of the life in there can.. and what tml is 5 hrs of ceremony.. argh!!!!!! can die... u want mii to perserver... can... but ppl can be kind of buai ta han wan rite... haix.. sad lah... haix.. tired and stressed i'm getting out of my mind at times to0... just feel like shouting out.. but no place for mii to shout.. if u do think of one tell mii... thank you:)so0 many kinds of stressed can... haix.. ho sad my life can be... i wanted a better life in sec sch since i hated my pri sch.. coz i will nv get any happy memories that i had there.. i only hav sad memories.. and now.. still the same.. haix... at least other ppl out there... u have companionship and better friendships.. but for mii how much i earned to have one.. but well its god's will.. althou okie lah... i oso dun like to have so0 much friends.. my church friends are considered the wants that GOD has bless mii.. good rite.. althou not in school lah..school okie lah.. still have a handful of it.. but in church.. theres where i find i really felt true friendship is there.. and i can trust them and tell them my cares and woes...life is so sad at times... can comfortably cry out my sadness and find peace there... out of the worldly place and be in GOD"S house... izzen that GREAT..but.. i'm full of weak spirit and i needed more strength pls do pray for mii... Thank god... i tried my best le.. i now trying to be happy and not sad.. try to forget about the seriousness in friendship and take things likely.. tried to be myself and be strong... i tried to overcome loneliness and tried to calm myself down when unhappy things comes to mii... THANK GOD... it's really been enough that i want to handle... or think.. i forgive those who make mii disappointed once and again.... i tried to control my anger and close one eye so that i will not take things easy at heart.... I'm serious GOD is there okie:) but... about this school thingy... um..... i still find it hard to love this school lah... but i do love my close friends in school!!! :) not others... hahax.. well.. anyways... sry ar i always blog so long... i nan de blog once in awhile so0 surely write alot one... hahax.. GOD is JEHOVAH TSIDKENU... HE is my righteousness... and JEHOVAH SHAMMAH HE who provides... :) many trials will still comes my way... but i know that HE is there for mii... :) okie lah.. i stop here.. i shall blog again.. if i free heex:) bye