Thursday, May 11, 2006 @ 8:18 AM
Helo0..
hii guys.. i'm back to update.. hahax.. finally MYE is going to finish tml! haha and i knoe i' not going to do that well.. becoz i nv put in my 100%. haiX so0 stress... this few daes.. oso dunno.. but also happy.. but happy is also not very happy that kind. haix 14 more daes my b'dae.. haix... not really excited oso.. well nvm dun talk bout it.. well this few daes ppl are giving mii problems.. and i also somehow hurt one ppl.. anyway.. not really hurt la.. i needed to do tat to avoid any more misunderstanding.. ARGH!!!!!! feel lyk shouting out... crazy hor.. until now i still haven find a place where i can scream my lungs out... i feel lyk shouting physically.. yup spiritually i shouted many many times le... GOD did help mii.. but i need to shout out to forget it... if not i will explode.. hahaX well.. not stressed anymore.. i pray tat i will not be stressed to0.. to0 many things happen... haix..abit numb le bah.. i also dun wan to feel sad.. cry how many billion zillion times also nth will change the fact wad... well.. dun worry i will be alrite wan.. ppl lyk mii hahax cannot be happy.. can only be okie happy only... hahax u ask mii why? i tell u i dunno why. todae sort of happy.. haix.. well whateva i do.. i will nv have my bestfriend support.. so0 sad.. haix.. well sometimes i oso dun need their support.. i follow GOD's will.. this few daes ar.. really happen alot of weird things lei... aiyo... well.. just pray and bless mii k.. holidaes coming!!! i'm going to church camp yayy yayy!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so0 so0 so0 happy.......... haha.. finally i can relax. haha... so co0l lei.. can't wait.. can't wait.. but not many ppl going lei.. so0 sad.. but well.. im happy enough to be able to go :D.. THANK GOD MAN :) okie la.. update soon.. pray for ur guys haven finish MYE .."ALL THE WAY!!! GOD BLESS may GOD be ur guide and strength :)" bye!!!!