Saturday, July 08, 2006 @ 4:41 AM
iimmee tiired.. iimme weak..
this few weeks i've been living everydae.. with sadness and also with fear.. i regret not taking heed advice..so0 many regrets.. and + living with so0 many worries.. althou i didn't mention it out or show it out.. i didn't want to make my life terrible.. i just live keep trusting that God will be my comfort whenever i need .. whenever im weak.. and whenever im gonna fall.. seriously i change alot.. since many things happen.. my attitude.. my character.. maybe i was abit depressed to0.. then make mii become so0 short tempered.. but i thank God hat he gave miie this song which my school always played in the morning.. " Give thanks to the grateful one , Give thanks to the holy one.. Give thanks becoz it's given Jesus Christ His son.. And now let the weak say i am strong . let the po0r say i am rich becoz of wad the Lord has done for us, Give thanks." i thank God that he will renew my strength each morning and give me new mercies to go on.. althou ive been going thru difficult situation.. i was so0 reminded to continue to trust the Lord . Despite for my problems.. He did blessed me with many different blessings.. and i thank God for the blessing he has showered upon miiee..:) well.. this few daes since my Dog eath i didn't get to sleep well.. and i felt that i have no strength..once again.. thru this obstacles i need to go thru.. i still need to haf Faith to go thru.. and only Trust Him.. I cried out loud i blame myself for bring this cause.. i dun wan anything to happen.. i dun wan i dun bad things to happen.. but its God who decides the Best.. I knoe why the Lord has let all this things hapen.. but just let mii carry the burden the load and also the problems.. alone.. i can take it.. i seriously can.. if i had no Jesus.. i really haf gone mad and depressed.. problems in school.. studies.. friends.. death of my dog and + family problems..i swollowed all the grieved and pain.. i still believe that God is in control.. i still believe God is the Great I am.. if it was miiee.. that cause all unhappiness.. i would rather all the problems goes to miiee.. I didn't doubt God .. i love HIm.. i recieved all this Challenges.. and though no one was wif miiee.. but i still believe He will provide.. This earth is not myye home.. and i believe God kept His promised.. that all this things and sufferings will passed away.. and i thank God for providing mii my church friend.. Rachel.. jolynn and jaime.. who is so0 close to mii who comfort mii when i helpless.. and when i'm sad.. Thanks for praying for mii.. Love ya all.. i thank God i got to speak to Lay hwa to0.. well.. i hope she continue to grow in church.. i Thank God.. for everything.. and everything... anyway.. im okie now.. but im still need ur prayer and support.. do0 Pray for mii.. Thanks!!