Monday, July 31, 2006 @ 6:01 AM
Prelims week!!!
Prelims started todae.. it was rather a x'tra short wan.. becoz i dun haf to take chinese already.. poor friends.. they haf to stay until very late. but after todae.. torturous paper is going to come.. todae eng was rather.. a bad attempt.. i think i will not do well.. oh well. . i always do. it requires mii to write a story based on the proverb :"A man reaps what he sows." haha i think i will not score well .. but i will do my very best for my the other paper bah. Haha yesterdae so0 co0l.. Jaime and I stayed back in church to study.. i didn't knoe studying in church is so cool.. better then library lei.. hahax then to distress we went to the mandrine room to play piano and organ.. lol.. yeah.. im quite stress . but okie already.. numb already.. i dun wish to feel anything now.. exam here.. concentrate ! try to be happie so0 as to not affect my mood. after that still haf to continue to stay back for art.. and thats when i will turn back into a zombie.. a person so lifeless.. haha u wouldnt want to see miie in that state.. its scary.. just imagine.. walking and sleeping at the same time as i walk to sch.. that was how i look.. so dead .. u could just see a dead corpse walking.. hahax That was how tired i was ba.. but recently.. i can't sleep.. even thou how much i feel lyk sleeping.. haha maybe i tht too much think in my mind ba.. i've gone abit crazy YES and becoz i m too tired.. i am super angry with one of the student counsellor that dae.. he is so0 irritating keep asking us to get out of the class.. but the teacher just left and we help teacher to do things and he kept saying and saying.. if u were mii wun u feel irritated so i scolded him. not only that lar.. he showed us attitude and scolded our class .. F*** off.. of coz he made mii pissed off by his bloody attitude and i just shouted at him.. that was my very first time in this sch scolding someone so0 angrliy.. my face was all red.. could u imagine the heat inside mii boiling.. my history teacher was so0 shock that i could be that angry + my friends.. hahax its was sth.. i wouldnt wan to do that again.. nv .. another thing is i want take this opportunity to sae sorry to people that sometimes i really dunno what m i doing or saying.. Im not awake at that point of time.. i too tired to think or do anythink.. Restless Totally! anyway..God will be my guide and strength :) lyk He always provided mii wif enough energy for the dae.. hahax so continue pray for mii .. :) Thanks pray for mii as i sit for my prelims ..i knoe i wont do that well.. but i will do my beri best.. 2 weeks exam... after exam.. rest.. rest already study then N'lvl my doom dae.. hahax i scared la actually.. i hope to pass thru .. anyway.. GOD's will be done :) i will continue to trust HIM.. :) everything is fine now.. i think i wun think so much.. maybe becoz i think too much until i lyk got so0 much problem lyk tat.. in actual fact i did haf many problems la.. but. whats the use of being so0 sad.. nth will change ma.. BUT with JESUS everything is Change .. Amen. after watching the video about christian in china.. i feel that my problems is just way too small compared to them... so i shan't make myself feel so0 sad about it.. it's amazing la.. how God have change their lives even thou they suffered so0 much.. their Faith and ours is so0 much difference..Their Faith is solid want can.. really i wonder what will happen if singapore ban christianity.. it will be a very sad case.. and mii... I WILL NOT DENY MY LORD !! Jesus suffered for our sins.. compared to mii is nothing man. time is running real fast.. very fast.. now is already July.. wow.. it's fast can.. so0 fast 7 mths gone.. missed alot of things.. i really missed those time..anyway.. if this yr and next yr end quickly i oso happy.. N & O lvl pass.. but only that part.. holidae go slower.. hahax crap okie la.. i need go do my work le.. take care everybody.. :) i will update more bah :) oh yeah so0 many ppl haf left or leaving for Kenya + gwyneth in chiangmai, Fiona in austrailer and Daniel in Taiwan :) DO take care.. i will pray for ur :) Bon voyage hahax.. so many ppl leaving boo hoo.. okie anyway..May GOD be ur guide :) Bye bye. ("v")
WOw.. 1 Corinthians 12 just speak to mii.. now i haf a doubts cleared..:)