Friday, October 13, 2006 @ 8:37 AM
Human Nature?
Hey ppl haha ytd was fun went out wif jinli at first go pool [haha the pool was so empty]then sc came. we went to eat zingdo then went dhoby ghaut window shop eat octopus ball + Aunty Annie's sour cream ribbon bread haha.. then go back jurong east meet pat play pool haha was fun[We were so lame!].. hm.. todae go back to school.. one whole dae of free period.. haha cool hor.. tml half dae..farewell assembly for NT, EXPRESS & sec5N hohoho.. sort of happie.. but.. always come to this kind of thing i will feel abit sad too.. haha coz i c ppl cry.. i oso will.. lol emotional bahx. anyway..MON need to study le.. -_- sian.. everybody is lyk asking miie.. why after N's still have to go back to school that kind of thing.. but well.. it's for our own good.. just 7 daes & i can go for holidaes .. YAY! haha sorry ar.. i knoe O lvl still 2 more week... well.. will end very fast the so0 dun worry..GOD will be with u all thru out..:) hahax.. okie.
hm..todae was good.. GOD see miie thru :) thou He knoes how much i hate to go back to school becoz of things.. but He still guide & see miie thru.. if not i will be super bad mood.. haiz..i wonder why ppl can't stop hurting themselves.. nvm.. maybe life is that hard and reality is harsh.. but still u shouldn't do silly things to get away with the pain . well. if u think this kind of student life u already can't take it what about future.. are u going to torture urself till death. and if u r a christian.. how r u going to answer to GOD? why not turn to Jesus.. oh well.. i was hurt too.. but i dun resort to do anything silly. if u think lyk tat is shiok or cool.. then dun regret in life lor. if u think doing silly stuff can help to ease ur pain.. what is GOD to u? if u r not christian.. izzit so hard in life.. many ppl go thru much pain then u lei.. but they nv do silly stuff.. there r many ways to ease ur pain...but not to the point that u go and.. nvm.. i shan't go far. very disappointed only.
Anyway.. just be urself.. and dun force urself to be lyk others when u knoe u can't . u will cause more trouble to uself. and dun be a wolf in sheep skin. it's terrible that the world is turning to be havoc.. face the fact man.. what are u living for? haix.. one sentence. "Dun regret the things tat u go for, but be responsible to bear the consequences if u r doom for". so much things.. i dun want to mention.. i can sae until tml.. haha it's just to remind my dear friends " i dun want ur to hurt urself in this way.. i dun all this to happen to ur. This may be a nagging session for ur.. but becoz im concern therefore i want to tell ur.. it's for ur own good. i will be disappointed.just remember if u need a ear .. i will lend u of coz + advise . i can talk lots of sense to u. "heex.
oki.. it's just getting long.. however.. no one will be bother to read.. so its okie . i just write to stand my point. im just to sad to see such thing happening around mii.. WHY?? becoz of relationships , friends , family problems..some of this can be avoidable.. i oso learn that thinking too much can make u feel that u are having alot of problems. feelings can decieved u understand. its just too much if i get on talking about it.. okie.. stop. anyway.. im done.. haha okie.. shall stop here. bye:)
"The things that does not meant to be ur's ,
no matter how much it takes,it will still never be ur's.
The things that are meant to be ur's , it will be ur's someday.
All it takes, is just to wait patiently for GOD's perfect timing."