Saturday, December 30, 2006 @ 4:36 AM
[NO MOOD]
haix counting 4 more daes.. sch reopening and the saddest thing in life will come back soon... haix ytd just talk to my friend about some things.. tats y i become lyk tat.. well.. nvm.. just pray that i can REN less than 10 mths .. but i noe God will be there to guide and lead me.. just feel tired of alot of things.. ytd kept thinking and thinking..actually it's sort of useless to think so much too.. i will trust God that all will be well.. haix so0 fast holidaes for year 2006 is going to end soon... so much bitter and sweet things happened .. just pray tat next year will be a better yr.. althou i think it wun be anyway.. maybe it's just me keep thinking and worrying.. well.. what can i do.. im a human.. a human with lots of emotions.. but well.. Rarely u see me cry or wad la.. anyway why am i talking about this.. hahax just trust God and look things at the brighter side..
My friend ask me why im not excited about next year.. and dun seems to be concern about anything.. not becoz im lazy.. is tat im too tired to think about next year.. im not prepare.. im prepared for sch reopen.. but my heart sunk down..well.. no one will ever understand.. im tired of this word "friend" in sch here i go again.. hahax sorry ar.. but there's more to be tired than "friends " only . anyway.. not sch things oso la.. everybody may be looking forward to next year but not me.. maybe abit. just dunno why oso but well.. God oso dun wan me to be lyk tat.. okie la hahax.. gtg pray for me ya :)
" IM TIRED!!!!"