Friday, July 27, 2007 @ 7:45 PM
A tick time bomb.
And another Fridae is about to pass. It seems that time is just running faster & faster. Throughout this week, many things had happened , small and big. Matters that is beyond my control, matters that i'm just tired to deal with or matters which i don't even bother at all. Through this, my perspective in life have create an impact and urgency to me but i've got my limits and only can i pray and leave completely for God to be in control. Yup, through this circumstance i can only trust that God. Everyday without fail, we will surely go through problems that will affect our emotions, and it is inevitable. problems is like a cycle, without end. Thats why it give me a reason to be grateful that i have God in my heart. That is when a problem seems not to be problem but challenge and a stronger faith in the Lord. God promised me in:
Matthew 11:28-30
" Come to me, "Jesus said,"all who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest. Take my yoke, upon you and learn from me, for i am gentle and humble in heart and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light."
What a precious promised, and this is also a reminder for me going thru this year. Not only that, i was awed by how God can save some of my old friends and they are all out living for Him. It is quite surprising. For example, an old friend of mine who was from a strict Buddhist background, now being transform by God. Now attending to certain church doesn't affect me anymore. Is a choice that they had made. As long as they are serving and stay close with God and importantly they know that they have salvation thru God. :)
Caught up with a ex-school teacher yesterday when getting down off the bus and we went about chatting about how's school and everything although she had never taught me before. well, to that teacher it is a surprised that many things have been happening in school, but i've got to admit that it is going to be the case. Now many teachers are leaving this school soon, they will be graduating with us :) the fourth batch of pioneers is going to leave soon. woOh.. no more senoirs of our former principal time already. Well, to us it may be worthless for us to pay a visit to this school next time, as all the teachers we know will not be in this school anymore, and will all be taking different paths. Well, at least this teacher still have this passion to teach although it is not in a school environment.
Next, i've got to say it is so funny , yesterday we celebrated belated racial harmony and all teachers wore ethnic costumes. well, interesting and surprising. haha and then yeah , it's been a long time since our school have invite performers to perform for us. But we enjoyed it, the section when the performers picked students randomly to go up to the stage and learn different racial groups dance. hahaha. and then another interesting thing happened, it was only after school that i heard from my friend that the media is coming and is going to shoot an interview in our class!
My friend is being interviewed , and he have to intro the school. [ at that moment, i wonder why our sch? in a negative way. it makes me feel that this school do not deserve it.] However, well is just me again la. okie back to intro our school, it was during the afernoon, 2.30pm when i was suppose to have Eng remedial .. haha thats where the funny part came. The camera came into our classroom as part of their schedule, hehe excited because i have never seen live recording, heex :D " sua ku" :P and then we were having our class and they took us. is jus 5 students and a teacher. LOL and we are going to be in TV!! lol. but is in the morning channel 8 " Zao An Ni Hao" [Good morning!]" [lol, out of all the programs somemore] haha not that bad. hehe but it also give me a chance to see how they run their program. My friends were asked to act one part of the scene , which i think it is so " fake", but is their job. haha we all felt so funny when they left the classroom, the environment was tensed ,haha .
Lastly, i thank God for everything. It has been tough but, it has strengthened me even more. not only those problems i've faced but as well as my own. Emotionally, physically. yup, no matter what i am assured that God didn't caused things to happen without a reason. Well, maybe i am strong to be able to withstand all this because i have already gone through all this similiar problems. So i can better handle it. Yup, well, there are still things that i am quite disturbed, but God will be in control. :) Alright i've typed alot. i am going to stop here, will update again. :) see ya guys! ;)
" Just what are you trying to do."