Friday, August 17, 2007 @ 3:35 PM
Final Lap
Hyiie people.. i'm here to update again :D this time is abit different because i want to improve m english by typing proper english. haha yup. Alrite, firstly i was kind of disappointed with my results. I didn't believe my ablilties could end up with just a C5 and a passed for my chinese Oral. i was praying very hard, that at least this year i would be able to get a better grade to pull up my L1R4 , instead i remained the same. However, I still thank God for my results, i am glad that i still had a backed up from last year result B4 and a Merit, that is why i will take back my last year result instead of this year's result. This year paper considered easy but they marked it even stricter, not worth retaking, I will just accept what God gave me then to dwell the disappointments i have. Although i appeared calm, but i'm still abit sad. It's ok, God reminded me that i should not be greedy and i know that He has a reason for this disappointment. Being sad is normal, but picked up from where you fall and always remember God has it's purpose for everything that happens, which i think is more important. Definitely is a serious kind of call for me to get serious studying. I think all of us do, after taking back our chinese results. All of us are now working even harder then before, we have been clearing our doubts , staying back to see teacher and stuffs. Yup, Will all strive hard together!
Past few days, i have been working doubly hard. However, i noe that it's just the beginning. My Common tests were over but i still fail, but now it seems to be improving. I just need more revision and more to pass. This is going to be my goal. I don't want to be the one crying for my poor results next year Jan. I am more focused now, and i appreciate those who expressed their concern for me and helping me out with my subjects esp my Bro and Sis in Christ :) Definitely, i also want to thank God for preserving me throughout this year, He has given me abundance strength and energy, So that i can tackle each day problem. I also thank God for granting me Wisdom and understanding in my studies. I am tired, who is not tired now, but now is not the time to slack yet. I am tired, but i know God alone is my strength and the promised in Philippians 4:13 - I can do all things through Christ who strengthened me! "
In times, problems arised which i have felt very disappointed and burdened by it. However, i find it useless to even care about it anymore. Because i know that God is in control of everything. There is nothing my God cannot do. Amen! i'm just a human and i got my limits. I can only help you within my limits, but remember that there is a God who has endless power to help us. Yup, He called us to submit all of them to Him and not to worry over things that He can do. This year is a very emotional year for me, but thank God for friends that encouraged me on. Thank God that i been able to go to school without fear in my heart that i will have to face trials and challenges. Almost everything in my life has submit to Him already. I do not have to worry anymore. What a relieved!
Yesterday, I got my first scolding in school, for bringing food to the bench outside the HOD room , i admit it is our fault. However, she should think back what she have said before she even start to flare up at us. Thank God, i was in a good mood, my facial expression didn't get me into trouble. Since sec 1, i was told to change my facial expression, because it look as if i am angry but i'm not. I did not wrangle with her, i also do not want to get into unnecessary trouble. 2 more mths and good bye. But, it's her job, no choice. Other thing is, I want to thank God for cancelling the English camp again. LOL. twice haha God answered my Prayer. Well, maybe i really didn't like the school that is why i don't feel good staying in school. haha, but well seems like Ms K camp have been giving us so much trouble. I think she wants a camp again, but i hope she just give up this thinking of having camp. She is not even feeling well, so unbalance and forgetful minded. Her state of mind is just not right for any camps. Well, she is one teacher whom ithink she is weird. Well, if you say she is not weird, wait till she comes, all the best. i'm not being bad, but i think she should not take teaching as her profession. Yes, her English is good, but she do not know how to teach and she is not one teacher that is able to take up heavy responsiblities. she has also been stressing poor Regina with usless stuffs that caused her to lose concentration in her studies. What to do?
Anyway, well it's friday again. Wo0 ho0.. i'm going to mug like crazy this coming 5 days to revise for my prelims. Pray for me, for renewed strength and soul , discipline and focus. thank You people. I'm all ready, I will put in all my best for this last lap. and then it is God's Will. Alrite, Goodbye people, i think i will online rarely already. :) That is why, my entry is so long today :D "ALL THE BEST, 5B & 5 A!!! We can ALL DO IT!!! :)"
" Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not onto your own understanding. In all ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your paths." - Proverbs3:5-6-