Tuesday, April 01, 2008 @ 11:16 PM
I'm back from m'sia,well didn't really rest much becoz of the terrible jammed and we were stuck 1 an a half hour just to go Tuas second link and when i came back from johor , we were stucked for almost 2 hrs. Plus all the irritating pauses and all, didn't get much of rest plus i need to go work after i go home & change. But Well i'm glad God sustained me and my mum to go there safely and returned safely. :)
In M'sia, I didn't get to do or visit much, coz it's only 3 days but at least this 3 days within it i got to renew my relationship with God . Well, there is just too much to bear before i go to M'sia. But as i slowly name them one by one and submit it to God, the burdens just rolled away as He promised. and yup, how we often are tempted to depend on our own strength and not depend on God. M'sia life is just perfect for someone like me; slow. haa [random] hmm.. well, the problem is still there, but i'm just taking one step at a time with God being my guide. This year is a very different year which needs alot of adaptability to be invovled but well with God by my side, i will ba able to overcome it :)
After much consideration and much rejection, I took a long route to clearly decipher where and what i want to do in life, But now it's not to depend or think by my circumstance but to trust God that He will put me into where He wants me to be in. I'm glad he closed certain places, becasue he knows that there is not where my interests lies nor I'm prepared. Well, thank God that he speak to me through many ppl. But wherever i may be place, there will be my mission field and also to work hard :)
Haa, i had so much fun even also when i came back from M'sia :) Working.. haa [no life] but Fun!, Church, YF oh well, didn't get to fly kite but well it's God's will at least he only allowed the sky to rain after we finish our Singspiration & short exhortation by Kevin. We had the Fun we missed tho :) Went out with Pat and created a [ Orchard & Raffles] story-_-"" haa . Well.. back to serious stuff, have to prepare lots of things. i probly update soon. :)