Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 9:05 PM
Venting machine.
2weeks seems so long.. When will it be over? Endure!
This week.. It's seems long but yet so fast.
Certain days were good, some were bad.
She said to me once again : I'm trying to help u, but yet u not helping urself.
To a certain extend, yes.
To a certain distance, no.
Makes me wonder really..
Is Nursing for me now?
So many threats in my head ringing.
That's it. Jasmine
Never in my mind I regretted joining nursing..
But this teacher really push my limit way to far.
I must endure. Although I know my marks will be super down.
This week God has been my guide, he comforts me with His peace.
He taught me humble lessons from words in Ephesians 1-3 and death.
Well to see the patients that I took care for a week or 2 is now gone.
Big challenge coming up..
No more IMH now. Thank God but ARGH!!! Y no?
I dont wan it so much that it came true.
Thanks to 2 students who was tested H1N1 positive causing a outbreak in IMH.
Now everybody are not allowed in.
So I'm going to face her for 2 months in ward attachment.
Goodness!
I'm just praying that my teacher/ lecturer will be more reasonable and patient.
I pray that she will understand that her negativity can kill a person morale.
I pray that i will be able to understand wat is she trying to say
and communication will not breakdown.
Since she hates that smile and grins of mine.. I guess I better stop smiling at her.
Whatever is it. I really dislike ppl using intelligence to measure me.
So what if I have GPA 3.5 above. That doesn't mean anything
I dislike ppl who use their intelligence on me to put me down or..
Thinks that coz i have this means i'm too clever. I'm not
PRAYING EVERYDAY.. she will understand.
Nv had such a "Memorable" attachment.
Arent we still students.
I dislike ppl who use such excuses as I was young before.
I understand how it feels.
Actually not at all.
It's different now.
My emotions and heartbeat = roller coaster.
God is still my source of strength each day.