Thursday, August 13, 2009 @ 6:53 PM
It's rather a contridicting day. TODAY SHALL BE IT.
Oh well got back my surgical posting results, pass but lower this time.
Oh well.. I really don't understand this teacher.
I cant and I don't think I can ever understand her mind.
She took her revenge on me today.
Just by how she started to use her method of defence to justify our wrongdoings..
e.g FORCING US to write a letter to prove what skills we approach her to do and not and why, calling the Head of nursing to come talk to us, and totally twisting what she say with no trace of evidence. clever of her.
Worst thing to know that she is a christian. The last thing you want to know is that she is going to FORCE US to write positive comment about her and no negative or complaint feedback if not she will tear in front of you and write again till she is satisfied. Never in my whole wide life!!!!!
Why do adults always think that they are always right.
Come on lah!! Seriously by asking us to voice out don't change anything.
You guys still don't understand AT ALL.
Think we are crapping and giving excuse all the time.
I really don't understand.
How can I ever entrust any of these problem to any teachers already.
All like not trying to help but making it worst. Seriously...
Next thing is she is trying to test my limits.
I nearly give her my peace of mind. I really want to.
Tears of anger nearly flow down.
She really thinks that i'm not taking any initiative AT ALL.
When she is around, I have always called her to assess my skills alot.
She still can tell me I never take initiative.
What's all the hell about initiative!!!
Suddenly she assessed me and snap at me. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Biang.. I don't care already write all she wants!
If she thinks wad we complaint is unreasonable and being "scared" is not the reason.
Then SO BE IT!
Somemore she can still say : I understand students can be scared of teacher and postphone calling me to do skills with him/ her. Honestly who have this problem, raise up your hands.
After that: It' cannot be the excuse. What is there to scared when I've nv scold you guys when you approach me for skills.
Grrr... Ehhh we are still humans lei.
I really want to ventilate out already. I cannot tahan.
She trying to be nice one day and not the next have already build a huge barrier btw us already lo. The fear that we as student cant even voice out our unhappiness and to keep in silence to suffer and take in everything.
She is way too much as a teacher.
Cant believe such a human exist.
SO what if she lowered her standards
SO what if she care for us.
I doubt her concern now and ever already.
I think she is another hypocrite, tell us how bad the other lecturers and students are.
still can chit chat and eat with them so nicely.
Biang. If can record i cfm will let the whole world hear.
She is getting on my nerve.
Judge me for whatever you want. I really cannot stand it anymore!
It is so0 stressing.
I guess only God knows.
Retribution or whatever. I dun care! If i fail I repeat then.
PISSED OFF!
I AM JUST A HUMAN.