Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ 6:22 PM
On the, GO!!!!
Remembering the old times makes me appreciate God even more.
Sometimes people are just too comfortable with their lives.
Today my teacher shared why about her past.
I really thank God that my past weren't like hers.
Spoilt and arrogant.
She is rich, i guessed [coz she had nothing to lack, and she had all that she wanted.]
Well, not wanting to be in nursing yet she still got it was really what she and I agreed that it was God's will. She really learnt what is it like to be humble after teaching in ITE.
I'm pretty encouraged by what she shared. :)
I guess, being brought up in such a messy situation is part of God's plan,
and it is still part of His great plan for me.
I don't really like to think about my childhood.
Well, Even so, I guess it only serves a reminder how God is Great.
I'm contented with what God will's blesses me. :)
Second chance was when I had Jesus in my heart.
However, most of the time, I misused this second chance by making Him upset.
Tommorrow will be my last day of 2.1
I got a little emotional again after talking to Mdm Suriyati today.
I told her that I feel so guilty of letting her down.
She is kind of shocked that all her A graders did not maintained.
However, I really am glad that I had the chance to talk about it.
I knew someday like this will come.
But, of course she still didn't look disappointed. Which I felt a sense of relieved.
I'm pretty encouraged by what Rev. Simon preaching at Weds' prayer meeting.
First was "Dangerous "Little" and second was "Fishers of Man"
Indeed, little sins are like yeast, they can multiply into sth e.g. bread dough to be big.
Bottom line: How are we handling our little sins?
I can testify, it's really hard to get rid of little sins.
But we still have to so that it will not be an obstruction to our service to God.
Fishers of Man, we should just follow God's instructions no matter what circumstances.
Just like Simon Peter, His life was in a messed when God was not in the equation of His life. Although Jesus was preaching to a great crowd, He paid attention to Peter needs.
Peter failed to caught any single fish for the whole half day,
after which he asked for helped and listened to Jesus simple instructions
and he caught plentiful fishes.
God knew Peter even when he was borned.
He wasn't somebody great to start with but of a lowly status: Fisherman.
Then became an apostle doing what God had intended and prepared for him to do.
Are we willing to just follow God's simple instruction?
Many a times we follow our heart to make decision.
And yes, sometimes I felt worthless to many people.
But well, ultimately I'm reminded again.
God will appreciate.
Pray for a spiritual revival..
I'm pretty agonized by certain things going on...
But, I hope we are reminded not to fall into satan's trap.
I wished things will get better.
First, it should start from me.
Shouldn't dwell on unhappy things.
I will try my best to stay focus.
I'm back! :0)
Oops, oh ya did I mentioned that I have gotten Oncology as my elective :)
Thank You Lord! :)
Forgive and be reconciled. Then God will bless.